i'm still not sure if i have gotten over him but i am definitely trying very hard to erase him off my memory. it's really hard but i still have to do it. i can't bear to see myself sobbing over him and be stoning each time when i'm free.

i realised that i felt much better when i don't see him. but sometimes fate just play trick on me and let me met him somewhere else. we just smile and i don't bother to initate anything else. i'm really worn and tired over all these.

now i don't wish or even dare to think anything more than work. i don't want to be depressed again. now i have to refrain myself from alot of things i guess. i just want to concentrate on my work and nothing else. it's hard but i'm ready for it. jia you woei chyi! i'm sure i can do it.