Was on PM shift today and it was pretty relax during early afternoon. However work load started to come in after i came back from my break time. Had new admissions and some problem with 1 patient.
Most of the things happened very fast and i wasn't able to react to it fast. I think my reacting time was delayed due to over eat ba. Wahaha!!! But anyway this is not funny at all. I know what to do and know where things are kept but sometimes just forgotten about it. Being forgetful is one of my weakness, and it's not very good. For my job, i can't afford to be forgetful. I must be alert at all times. That's the main criteria i suppose ba.
One of my senior said that i know my things, just that i'm lack of confidence. My friends said that to me before. But it just simply can't get into me at times. Is it because i'm afraid of failure and embarrassment?? Or i'm feeling inferior??? I am certainly unsure about it. But anyway, i'm gonna work hard on it and even more harder to show people that i can do it.
Most of the things happened very fast and i wasn't able to react to it fast. I think my reacting time was delayed due to over eat ba. Wahaha!!! But anyway this is not funny at all. I know what to do and know where things are kept but sometimes just forgotten about it. Being forgetful is one of my weakness, and it's not very good. For my job, i can't afford to be forgetful. I must be alert at all times. That's the main criteria i suppose ba.
One of my senior said that i know my things, just that i'm lack of confidence. My friends said that to me before. But it just simply can't get into me at times. Is it because i'm afraid of failure and embarrassment?? Or i'm feeling inferior??? I am certainly unsure about it. But anyway, i'm gonna work hard on it and even more harder to show people that i can do it.
加油！！ 加油！！
