It has been almost 3 years and i am still thinking for her. I really missed her alot. All her naggings and scoldings, i really miss them lots. I miss the times when we would watch tv together and she would ask me what happen in the show. Every night, her face would appear in my mind and i would be very sad about it.

3 years already and she still stays in my heart. She influenced me alot and that's who i am today. Without her scoldings and naggings, i guess i wouldn't have come so far. On the last night of the funeral, i heard from my aunt that she actually praised me that i am becoming more sensible. The moment i heard this, i was very sad yet happy. Sad that she wouldn't what i am doing now and happy that i did become a very good grand daughter.

In past i always hate her naggings and sometimes would really put a black face in front of her, but all these are wrong. If time can turn back, i would choose not to do it again and i would really listen and communicate better with her.

I would not forget whatever i have done with her. No matter happy or bad memories, they would always be remember in my heart.

I miss you Grandma.