was doing my routine "duty" (checking e-mail) and happen to see something which make me upset. Hmm would not want to talk about it more but would just want to say my feelings out. So what i am always the want who don't take initative?? I don't think i am wrong. I admit that most of the time i would not make the first move, but this is already in the past. Now i really can say that i am bit more better than before lo. I am not saying that i am not in the wrong, is just that sometimes i feel that i really had try hard to do what i am suppose to do and what i want to do. I really don't understand what's wrong for not keeping an update about yourself to your best friend. We are in different class and therefore most of the time those who are closer to me in my class would know more things happening about me.
Sometimes i am really tired about it but to maintain it, i have to hold on to it. I know things can't really change overnight but i hope that things would really turn better. I am not going to push the blame around, i think both parties are at fault. Meantime i think more focus would on mugging ba :)...
~ciao
Baby,top. || 11:05 AM
