It has been a very long time since the last entry. What can i say? Time really flies. Many things have changed. People, things, etc. All changed. But is it a good thing? Or is it a bad one? I can't make any remarks to this. But many would say, changes is good. We can't always stay in where we are, we must move on. But do you think is right? Must we really forget certain things and move on? Or maybe i am wrong? Well i don't have a definite answer. But i would say, changes for certain people is hard. Like me! Heard from friend that i am more cheerful than in the past. Well that is a good thing. But when heard that i am drifting away from my good friends of 2 yrs, that isn't a good one. Am i really drifting away? Or am i just trying to avoid them? But i am really tired doing all these. Though i can't give up now and let my friend down, i am really tired. Am i really defeated my them? Or i just can't face them? Who can give me an answer?! I guess no one. Only me can answer myself. But i am really in a dilemma. I want to know more people and want to hold on to my bunch of good friends of 2 yrs. But did i do it the correct way? I don't wish to lose anyone who have cross my path of life. I want to remember everyone whom i have met and known. But things are always ruin by me. Why?!?!?! I really don't understand.
Baby,top. || 7:20 AM