Time: 9.34 am
Mental Status: alert
Temperature: Warm to touch
Blood pressure: 118/80
Pulse rate: 75 beats / min
Respiratoy rate: 18 breaths / min
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Today early bright morning, decided to write this entry during this time. Things are getting worse. (I guess) Is me the one who have problem or....well i dunno. Suppose to be happy when were out together but for no reason someone gets angry & dun want to talk much during the outing. (Guess who ba....) Knowing that is not the right way but still when ahead doing it. Why? Why? Why? Always saying want to change but in the end no changes is done. Everyone is tired about it, so am i. (Oops!) Now trying very hard to change but there is still some barrier. (What talking?) Actually she is worried what she say & do might offend people so she dare not express out what she want to say & do. True - she wanted attention from everyone. Simple thing is that she just want people to notice some different in her which are very obvious. In her thinking - if people notice that small thing, i'm happy. Speaking up may be another barrier. Though she is comfortable talking with her close friends, speaking & talking to other people may be a problem. She would rather be quiet than be chatty. (NO offence) Chatty is good but for her is impossible to be chatty. If she's going to be chatty one day, people would be thinking "why she suddenly so chatty, cannot stop talking.." (Again NO offence) But sincerely hope that everything is going to be fine.
