it has been a mth since my last entry. Life have not been that good. Working in a not so like it environment makes me want to drag myself to work daily. I just can't bring myself to like the place that much.
People mostly are ok but some are just mere not up the standard though they appear to be better than me in other's point of view. But why would i care so much? I'm part of the ward now and i so don't wish to! The feeling of being alone is BAD!!!!! totally hate this feeling! I wanted to go out of this so much and really want to be out of it forever! But thinking of leaving my mentor makes me feel worse. She had taught me so much and now i've made my decision. Hope it wouldn't be hard on her.
Now i'm having 4 days of break. To breakaway from the work but mainly the people over my place. I don't wish to face them daily. It totally turned my moral down to the max. I'm tired, really am. I'll have to enjoy the good 4 days of break to the max!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO FORGET THE WORK AND PEOPLE THERE!!!!
Baby,top. || 3:03 PM