I'm finally back to my home! Ward 56, where i came from and started off from scratch. I'm so excited that i returned! Hopefully it would be good and be permanent! The feeling was great but when stepping into a place where i have not been wokring for 3 mths made me worry somehow. I was nervous during the 1st few days. Ward 56 had started paperless medication record and i my first day back using it...mmm i was really slow at it. I had to scroll up and down to confirm many times before marking the task done. Phew! But at last i've got used to it! ;)

But i would sure miss the fun moments in ward 61. Though i don't like the place, there were still fond memories la. Were quite close with some of the girls and they are really nice to work with too, but just different places only. ;P

For now, i shall enjoy to the fullest in ward 56 with the work load and the people i love! I'M HOME! I LOVE IT! <3<3<3

remembered mentioning having 4 days off from work. it was really great! the feeling was certainly good! i need not have to think of work nor the people there. i just have to be carefree for 4 days. though it's short but really appreciate it much!

it was my birthday during the 4 off days. met up with the girls for bbq session over at east coast. and not to mention that yun ru's birthday actually falls on the same date as mine! so we both celebrated together and had gathering as well. the preparation was tough and mainly would be on food. it's so hard to guage how many people to how much food. learnt something, not to order too much - as people won't eat much of bbq food! that's true! mostly ate the satays and chicken wings. shouldn't have ordered so much stingrays!!! argh!! but nevermind..thanks to all girls who turned up.

well i certainly had a great birthday with all the wishes from my friends! thanks once again!! :)

argh!! hate to be sick again! been having this chronic cough which irritates me so much that i couldn't talk properly when doing hand over. i guess i would get choked or somehow been into respiratory distress later on.

had happened many things and had simply changes many things. mainly would be me! don't feel appreciated and had no sense of belonging! don't ask me why..as all these flows in one after another concurrently! it's weird and i totally dislike the feeling! but it wouldn't go away! just won't! no matter how hard i try to forget and not to think about, it would just flows in directly whenever i'm free. must i really keep myself busy from not thinking of them????

i'm not pointing fingers nor finding faults. i just want to blast my feelings out on my area. i know myself but will others know? i doubt so! it's so hard to be like before! i'm so plastic and i'm so hate-ing myself for who i am right now! PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK!!!! I just want to go home...back to the place where i truely belong..where i have the sense of belonging..and being loved...will i get that??

明星志工队 aka Stars for a Cause - is a programme which shows various celebrities joining the volunteer organizations to go to different parts of the world to spread their love. Through the trips, they see the different sides of the places they visit, through the eyes of the less fortunate.

Besides giving physical help by buliding home, library and etc, they also engaged themselves in welfare activities, learn various skills and to get to know the volunteers from all different parts of the world.

Today air-ed the 1st episode and 1st on board was 阿布 from 《冒险王》. He enters the earthquake zone in Szechuan China together with a group of volunteers. He helped one of the people to rebuild his home. He visits the school to help them in rebuilding their library and also taught them about hygiene.

阿布 visited one of the children as he was told by the group's leader that the child(Lan Lan) had hearing and speech impairment after falling ill and did not receive treatment on time. The child had attended school before she was ill and was dropped out due to her disabilities after the illness. Parents of the child were apparently protective of their child as they worried about her disabilities. After much persuasion by the leader and 阿布, the parents agreed to let the child go to school but it was faraway from their place, it was at Chengdu - which caters to disabled child. It was the place where she(Lan Lan) can receive knowledge. Lan Lan was happy as she could go to school again. The team also taught her writing and talking. It really caught my surprise that she managed to pronounce 阿布's name with her husky voice, 阿布 was really touched. From there it marks the end of their visit.

I was really touched by what they had done to the people and how the people responded to their help. Though they are less fortunate, they are still willing to learn and move on be it how bad the situations are. It's also a learning point. I should learn to help and spread the love to the less fortunate.

“每一分诚意，都是改变世界的力量”
"WHERE EVERY EFFORT IS A PROMISE TO CHANGE OUR WORLD"
(that's the words i found from the site)
For more photos & stories:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Stars-For-A-Cause-/105229123918?ref=nf

movied with the ward girls today - faridah, irene and poh kit. mmm it's my 1st movie with them ba...i think so la. could remember if i did watched with them any before. Mmmm guess i'm pretty sure that it's my 1st time movie-ing with them. Hahah =)

well..we had watched Ghosts of Girlfriends Past...and i would say that it's quite a nice movie...hilarious and touching...and of course kind of sexual..haha..

It's all about, " Celebrity photographer Connor Mead loves freedom, fun and women...in that order. A committed bachelor who thinks nothing of breaking up with multiple women on a conference call, Connors mockery of romance proves a real buzz-kill for his kid brother, Paul, and a houseful of well wishers on the eve of Paul's wedding. Just when it looks like Connor may single-handedly ruin the wedding, he gets a wake-up call from the ghost of his late Uncle Wayne, which he delivers through the ghosts of Connors jilted girlfriends-past, present and future taking Connor on a revealing and hilarious odyssey through a lifetime of failed relationships. Together they attempt to find out what turned Connor into such an insensitive jerk and whether there is still hope for him to find true love...or if he really is the lost cause everyone thinks he is."

Hmmm it's worth catching...Oh i'm wanting to watch to Thread of Destiny..a jap mobile love story..hee ;) up next!

i'm being deployed to isolation ward due to the outbreak of H1N1 in s'pore. KKH had open up 4 isolation wards to accommodate the H1N1 cases (children). The cases in KKH are stable.

I'm in isolation ward now and compared to ward 56, it is much better in terms of practicals. In isolation ward, we only have to monitor their vital signs and wait till they had their 8th dose of Tamiflu then we will do a repeat nose swab for them. They have to get 2 samples negative before they could be discharged. The heavier part would be the paperwork. Though we had workflows but still had some small things to work on it.

Mmm apart from that, i'm kind of separated from my ward right now. Mmm feeling kind of "lonely". People who know me will know that i won't talk to people who i don't know. So i hope that i would return to 56 really soon. It's not that i'm anti-social, but that's me. That would not change. =)

Hopefully these would end soon.